Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
It's been a while since I last updated and now I am a year older than I was last year, and I would like to hope that I am a bit wiser as well (maybe not...).
Happy 20th Birthday to me~~
the picture is drawn for me by Paul aka Lea-chan!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Humans are always chasing after something in their entire life, be it for the pleasure of satisfying their immense ego or the need for them to dwell withing the pool of glory. Working endlessly to reach the top of Target Tower like a worker ant does its proud colony.
The seven deadly sins lay its numerous rewards for willing taker; greed, lust, sloth, envy, wrath, gluttony and pride. Whichever taken swallowed its host, slowly and painfully, feeding on their endless demands of fame.
The light maidens and knights shone above all darkness, providing rays of hope to guide wandering lost souls. Some shone while the remaining lights fade away in dismay, for the shield of darkness was so great that it repulsed all but the darkness itself.
Gone were the days of light when the decaying morning star plague the soil of earth. Come are the days where glory are nothing but a mass of deadly disease. Will light ever shine among the thick blanket of black haze that surrounds humanity?
I found the pict over Google search.
Friday, October 09, 2009
Friday, October 9, 2009
There will be a point in life where everyone will start to doubt themselves. Think over what they did and try to make changes on things that they displease with.
But...
How many will actually be brave enough to admit their mistakes?
And...
How many could garner enough courage to mend the broken ways?
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Where am I?
I am drowning in the sea of illusion.
What am I doing?
I don't know.
Why am I here?
Because I am lost, lost in my thoughts. Lost in my own visions, lost in my attempt to find the way I seek. I am still drowning, deeper and deeper into this mess I brought upon myself. I try to escape, but I couldn't.
Why?
Because I stumble within myself, doubting my conscious and judgment.
Then will I ever escape? Will I?
I don't know.
Maybe...perhaps...one day when I finally found all those that I am looking for, I will be able to free myself...I hope.
Soon, soon I will be able to flap my wings and fly into my dreams.
Gone, gone were those days when I was engulf with immense dissatisfaction.
Come, come the days where I will be rewarded for what I love.
Live, live my life the way I wish I could.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
It's almost 4am and I can't sleep!
So I went on msn and talk to a friend of mine and the weird thing is that she kind of drilled about what kind of guy do I like. Do I look desperate to get a guy? O_O As pathetic as it sounds, I love being single at the moment. Being tied down to someone is somewhat tiring sometimes. =.=
So anyway, confession time! I had this H-U-G-E crush on Orlando Bloom. Well, that was until yesterday 'cause I just realised that I think I'm falling in love with SUJU's Kyuhyun :p I blame my dear cousin for getting me hook up on SUJU! But this is just this stupid crush of mine, it's nothing serious. I probably find a replacement for him when I find the one (cheesy!)
Hmm, my friend also told me that I'm quiet choosy when it comes to choose the "one" :p Here's the lists:
1) He should be a bit taller than me 'cause I think it's weird when the guy is shorter than the girl.
2) He should be a few months older than me but younger than my second brother. It'll be awkward to find that my "boyfriend" is older than my brother.
3) Personal hygiene is important!
4) No smoking!
5) No spitting!
6) No picking his nose in public!
7) Have a great faith in Islam. (REALLY IMPORTANT)
8) Good sense of humor.
9) Great in domestic stuff i.e; cooking and cleaning is a plus point ;)
I think that's all...but then again. When you're in love, who cares about all the above? But no.7 is a must!
I don't own Kyuhyun oppa's picture. Google does.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
7 days a week, I woke up to the rising sun and the morning breeze. But why do I not felt the intense energy that I had sworn to carry with me when I first walked that road? Have I lost my will to keep up with the never-ending flows of task? Or perhaps I am just tired of running along the dates.
Starting up is indeed easy but moving up is hard. Succeeding and excelling is even harder. How true are those words of older wisdom.
